July 22, 2010

When does life become not worth living? Mamaw looks so pathetic and has no interest in anything at all. She roams from couch to bed to the living room floor and if she could; I think she’d try to get in my kennel. She’s just not comfortable anywhere!

This morning I tried playing with her and she DID try but I could tell she wasn’t “into it.” It’s gonna be another ‘nothing’ day. I’m beginning to really miss my walks and while I try to beg for them, she just doesn’t fall for it. I see her tryin to eat little bits of food cause I know she wants to feel better. At least she hasn’t been in and out of the bathroom every 10 minutes today! But when we sit on the couch and I lay beside her—I can hear her tummy grumbling. And she’s still takin the medicine so hopefully it’s getting better.

The black box with pictures running here and there is just boring as he**. I’ve tried playing with my toys by myself but they aren’t near as much fun as when Mamaw joins in. I miss their voices and their motions and Mamaw’s laughing and giggling. I miss Mamaw!

I was hopin for a ride today but that didn’t happen. We did sit in the Corolla for about 15 minutes while she talked on the phone so I was hopeful. I see the garage door is down so that means we are done for the day. And Ozzie—where are you? I just don’t have any stimulation right now and it’s driving me crazy I tell you, it is drivin me crazy!

Oh, Oh—we’re movin now. Mamaw is runnin to the bathroom! She’s yellin, “Get out of the way Scarlett.” I know what that means…and away we go—again. I’m thinking maybe there is more wrong here than we thought…